Someone asked me the other day if I could recall a time of overwhelming sadness in my life. At first, this type of question seemed like a total downer. But looking ahead in the conversation, I can see where this topic was heading. It was suppose to be the kind of a question that will have you thinking about your current state of mind and ultimately have you counting your blessings.
I played along and joined in on the conversation. It was great.
Wait a minute. It just dawned on me that you might want to hear about a great sadness in my life.
That’s kind of morbid. Don’t you think? So if you are still reading, you should ask yourself a different question. Why am I intrigued by other people’s sadness? Or maybe—What is wrong with my head?
Alright freaks (all those that trudged forward after my above written ridicule), the following is a moment in time when I found myself overwhelmed with a great sadness.
The other evening I was getting myself a bowl of cereal. I believe it was Lucky Charms. I was hungry and looking for a quick snack before bedtime. I filled the bowl with just the right amount of cereal, retrieved a spoon from the silverware drawer, and opened the refrigerator. I was disappointed to see that the amount of milk remaining in the jug was probably not going to fill the bowl to an adequate level. Although disappointed, I was armed with the knowledge that there were additional jugs of milk in our second refrigerator located in the basement.
I journeyed to the basement to retrieve the next gallon of milk, carried it up the stairs, and removed the little plastic safety seal. That safety seal was put in place for my protection. It warms my heart to think that there are people out there who care about me that have never even met me. Thanks safety seal placement people!
I placed the new jug of milk off to the side and returned to the nearly empty jug of milk. I popped the lid and began to pour. And that is when it happened. The amount of milk that was remaining in the jug turned out to be the exact amount required by my standards of cereal to milk ratios. The bowl stood there in front of me, shining like the perfection that it was. The second jug of milk was not necessary whatsoever!
I suppose the irony should have put a smile on my face—Lucky Charms, the perfect amount of milk. Nope, not then. The irony was lost with my new found sense of depression.
I didn’t need to go to the basement for milk at all! There was plenty right there in front of me. I wasted my precious time and energy traveling all the way to the basement and back for nothing. I retrieved a gallon of milk from the basement, and for what? Nothing. Useless. I could have use what was readily available to me, waited until the morning, and had one of my boys do the dirty work of tromping downstairs and back. I could have been enjoying this late night snack a full minute earlier. An entire minute! The wasted time was cutting into my sleep time. Now I’ll be waking up just a bit more tired than I should be. A tear slid down my check and hit the countertop right next to my bowl. I put the new milk jug back in the…
…sorry. I have to stop here. I had some jokes lined up to close this entry, but I’m just too depressed re-living this tragic event.